sweet honeeeeyyyy<3 [entries|friends|calendar] drinkupxbaby info friends porn feel the power when our two hearts will combine, the power is yours and the power is mine when lovers part you know the sky must cry. write you love letters till my pen runs dry if you stay, good lovin make me wanna fly - if you go, rise and fall-dip and dive you who im with so i shine so bright, i love you darling till the day that i die. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Thursday January 12th, 2006] 3 commentcomments ♥comment.

[Friday January 6th, 2006] so i love my life right now. and everyone in it <333 ♥comment.

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[Wednesday December 28th, 2005] being sick is so much fun. ive been so productive lately. (sarcasm) and i've been listen to that Hey there Delilah song like all day. yay shopping tomorrow, i need clothes. hahah yeah i found out today that i've been overdosing on Ibprophin and Acedometaphen and now i have some kind of internal bleeding which is lovely. i might die. lol =P mmmh k short update today. ( ily. +pics  ) 1 commentcomments ♥comment.

[Monday December 26th, 2005] sick. all ronnies fault, but it was well worth it. :-* ♥ 2 commentcomments ♥comment.

lifes good. [Tuesday December 20th, 2005] so i've been on a greatest journal abstinence for awhile. i think i remember why. i never have anything to say. i think i like randomly typing shit. yyyeah.. yay christmas break started a little while ago and it's been pretty sweet. +'s and -'s? + spending more time with my gurrll Kelsey + get to see ronnie soon<3 =] + no school=cant be grounded for grades + slightly stoopid playing in sunrise,FL. at the Langerado Music Festival. road trip? + ipod nano for christmas + getting lisence in 50 days + staying at kelseys house for 5 days + getting an A in Chem.Hon?(maybe having to stay afterschool for 5 hours picking weeds in the garden payed off?) +hanging out with kels, austin, joey(joeiss), and louis alot. pretty sweet. +losing then winning our bowling rendezvous.(thanks to joey and louis) - trampoline burns - i need to excersize more - everyones been really annoying lately (or maybe im just being a bitch) - still no parental trust - i hate exams - my familys 10thousand problems with each other &a really fucked up christmas this year - i eat too much - and miss my boy too much i need to live more. and i over exaggerate way to much. peaceoutnukahs There is a dream in my brain that just won't go away. It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago I'm standing on a bridge in the town where I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers. And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me. And I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see, like the ones we've wished on. But now I'm confused. Is this death really you? Do these dreams have any meaning? No. No, I think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both. Something vague that we are not seeing, something more like a feeling. 2 commentcomments ♥comment.

ILOVEYOU. [Sunday November 20th, 2005] I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this ♥comment.

kaybear<3raybear [Saturday September 3rd, 2005] yeah i decided to updateeeeee<3 so last night rachel came over and we went to the movies by ourselves haha but yeah so we got there and saw 239783254 people at once and then we were getting tickets and mike and his friend john came up to us so we chylled with them for awhile and mike grew like 902984 more feet ahah yeah then we went in 30 different movies and didnt feel like seeing any of them so we walked around some more and yeahh then louie and chris showed up and we walked to starbucks and saw kaitlinnnnn<3 and yeah then my mom came and picked me and rach up and we went back to my house and i was sooo frigen tired so i fell asleep right away haha and then in the morning we had pancakes* and so we were fattys and then mike wouldnt answer his phone so we rode bikes to his house to wake him up and yeahh it wasnt very successful haaha. so we came back home and i was supposed to go to mikes hockey game with louie and rach but my awesome madre said no. and i cant do anything for the rest of the weekend cause as of right now i can only do one this per weekend. wtffffffffffffffffffff i know. yeah k bye. comments. <3 ♥comment.

your boyfriend sucks. [Tuesday August 30th, 2005] Your better off without him Dont call him He's breaking your heart He's hanging with your best friend And your waiting there He's tearing you apart He lied to you a thousand times When I was there, he kept you waiting And I'm still here Waiting there To catch you if you fall and I don't know why I care so much When I shouldn't care at all</b> ♥comment.

[Tuesday August 16th, 2005] wow. hah i need to stop talking shit. im just as bad as them. lmao ♥comment.

fake. [Friday August 12th, 2005] LIFE = SUCKS. for now atleast. some bitching and complining. ( read if you want to.. ) Welcome to her busy dizzy life Of going out and getting high And following all the latest trends While shedding all her oldest friends It’s been weeks worth of weekends when fake I.D.s and fake passions are her best friends. She’s gonna break soon Gonna break soon Gonna break soon She’s gonna break soon. Gonna break soon Gonna break soon With so many problems in her life it really comes as no surprise She’s gonna break soon Gonna break soon She’s gonna break She’s been thinkin’ wishin’ she could hide From the girls with the comments passing by It’s the boys in bars on Friday night That replace the emptiness inside She’ll be spending her whole weekend Faking laughs and faking smiles with her fake friends. ♥comment.

you get what you deserve [Tuesday August 9th, 2005] dedicated. Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin your heart For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart I played it quiet left you deep in conversation I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... As if it happening wasn't enough I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse, stay asleep in bed" Don't apologize I hope you choke and die Search your cell for something which to hang yourself They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to... Everyone's caught on to and I can't let you let me down again everything you do Everyone's caught on to... and I can't let you let me down again So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield Is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let's end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt then when your head goes through the windshield I can't let you let me down again Everyone's caught on to everything you do and I can't let you let me down again Everyone's caught on to.. I can't let you let me down again Everyone's caught on to everything you do and I can't let you let me down again Everyone's caught on to.. ♥comment.

i hate myself for loosing you. [Wednesday August 3rd, 2005] uh. k im finally alloud back on the computer. yeshhh. hm frst day of schooooooolll blehhh. my classes are gay as fuck. 1-reading for dumbasses who fail fcat. 2-algebraa 3-chemistry 4-copmputers something and yeahhh schools aready boring. and then lunch after school is retarted but then you can go to the beach and its like still sunny and what not and wtf idk what im talking about i have no life. someone call me. hah. and MAYBE will i be able to do something seeing i cant go basically anywhere for awhile. blskhdf skhfsjdfskf idk what to write about. &yay im gonna share a locker wiht my love carolyn!♥ kpeaceimout. ( ive got some friends, some that i hardly know. ) ♥comment.

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